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25th March 2007

9:19am: I haven't even thought about this site in forever...
I Use another journal now, And Have been updating my other one, and completely forgot about this one...

But Then I rememebred and now I'm posting...

so... Hi!

19th September 2006

1:04am: I REALLY haven't updated this thing...
Hey!...

Well, IT's been forever since I've updated this, or Even been to this site...
So Much has happened since last time I updated, Which Was june 25ths...

So, It is now in September....

Today, seeing How It's the 19ths, makes 8 months that patrick and I have been together, And Things Coudln't be better... HE's the sweetest, most amazing uy Ever!!...

Just recently, His Dad Took us To California.. I Had A Blast!! We Stayed in Hollywood, And Went on a few tours, Ended up going to sea world in san diego, And Just has a Great time...

I Also Quit my job... No More ICT... And I'm going to School.. I'm taking Hairdressing... It's A LOT of Work, But It's A LOT of fun!!...
I'm loving it!!... I can't wait til It's over when I can actually go out and start working somewhere where I Will ENJOY Working...

My grandparents 50ths Aniversary Is coming Up, So there is going to be A Meal And Such for them, which I can't wait for..

What else?... I Got A pet Rat.. Her Name Is Demonika!!.. She's A dumbo rat!!.. She's so Adorable!!...

Anywyas, That's it for my quick update... I have school in the AM, So I'm going to get going now... bed Time for Me!!... bye!

How Is Everyone Else Doing??

25th June 2006

9:43pm: ...
haven't updtaed in a while... Mainly because I Have nothing To Say...

Still with Patrick... things beteen us are going super great!!... I Love Him A Lot...

My Birthday is coming up soon.. it's on thursday!....

I was in montreal for a few days... had Lots of fun.. spent lots of money...

I'm Mainly Writting, Because I Need to vent, before I Punch someone in The Face..
I'mm at work... I hate this fucking job, And I Hate these fucking phones... I'm So Fucking pissed...
They do Nothing for us Here, And the job just gets worse and worse.... They Thing They Are making things better, byut They're not...
I REALLY want to quit, but I won't be able to afford it...
this Really sucks!...
these stupid phones suck, because Nobody Can Hear a Fucking thing on them... You Say one thing, And they ask You to repeat it 50 billion fucking times... Maybe If they woudl shut up once in A while, And Listen, They woudl hear me the first, or second time... repeating things twice isn't so bad, Because I know it's someone these phones faults, But when I am practically screaming CLICK ON START, and they Ask Me again, What I'm say, I just want to tell them to go Fuck Themselve And If They Are to stupid to understand CLICK ON THE START BUTTON, Then They Don't deserve to have a computer, And they Should Die..

okay, Maybe not die,But I'm pissed,and That's the first thignthat came to mind..

Anyways, I don't want to continue this... Just needed to vent a little..

FUCK!...

Okay.
that is all!...
Current Mood: pissed off

19th February 2006

6:01am: I can't please Everybody!...
FUCK... okay... So I did what I WANTED To Do Tonight... okay, So there was a lot of things I wanted to do tonight, but I Could only do one thing.. I Can't fucking please everyone... So If you're going to be pissed off, Then be fucking pissed.. I Don't care!!...

I had someone Wanting me to go to the movies tonight.
A different person wanted me to go to the movies..
Two friends wanting me to go to the OH with them
Pat wanting to hang out(which I'm really sorry pat, I Would of loved to hang out)
And Friends Who Asked Me WEEKS ago, to hang out tonight... (they have been planning this forever)..

so.. I Wanted to hang out with all of them, But I just couldnt...
I Decided to hang out with Tairie And James And go to Jame's CD release party, because They asked me weeks ago, And I told them weeks ago that If I Was available to Go out Tonight, That I Woudl hang out with Them!... So, They Asked first, I went to see them!..
And Now, There Are people... Just one person really, Who Is pissed off at me, because I woudln't hang out with her...

Well, Fuck off, And get over it!.. I'm sorry, But Really... I said yes to james and tair Weeks Ago, And so I Went with them!....

Anyways, I have to go now, so That is all for now!!..

Congrats on your CD james.. It's Awesome!!!..
Current Mood: annoyed

18th December 2005

7:28pm: Sacrifice the Holy Ones!
I Want To be with you again, to be held by you again, To have your lips pressed against mine, holding you hand, And Smile As The Time goes By. When We Don't Realize The Time until You have to leave, and I Sit Quietly, thinking about you, And everything you mean to me.. You Are My Hope And My dream...

Everything is shattered by the screams of The Agony Soul that feeds on the pain.. A Loneliness To Be Given to me, And happiness spread amongst the others.

This All Make Sense in My Head, along with the thoughts and the voices that scream my name And Scream for help.. There is nothing I Can Do for You Anything Little ones. I have given up on you, And have taken into consideration that maybe you should die too.
But How Would I Live without you. You are what keeps me sane, And Make Me insane... others don't see, and Neither do I, But I know You Are in there!...

I Love You.

Everything will be fine in the end, And My heart will no longer ache when I See you! Everything will be fine...

Everything is fine!
Current Mood: apathetic

16th December 2005

12:33am: fun night!!....
So Last night I was suppose to hang out with patrick, But plans Changed to hang out tonight.. I phone in to work sick, So We could hang out... And So Anyways, I meet him at the mall, And We Talk And Walk Around, And We get along Really Well..
He Was so cute and funny... And just as messed up as I am!.. He Won Me A Little Shark!! It's so Cute!!
At about 8 oclock, W ehad no idea what to do, So I asked if he wanted to phone doug and natasha, so We Did, And I Convinced them to come to the mall to hang out with us.... So After that, we went to walmart, looked around a bit..
I Found the rest of amanda's Gift, So I'm done shopping for her...
After that, We drove around for a bit... Patrick And I cuddled in the back!.. It Was nice..
And I know he probably Won't Read this, but If You do Read this pat, You Do have The Best hair!.. :P!...
Anyways.... So After we drop patrick off, Doug And natasha come here for A while... We Watched the Within Temptation concert on my computer...
And Then They Went home...

And Anyways, That was my night....

And now last night..
don't know if I wrote about this in here yet or not, but I Will write about it agian..
Tairie Came over... We Got Drunk.. Then We Headed out to the OH..
Denver Was Laura were there.. Twas Nice seeing her again... And Then andrea was there too!.. I haven't seen her since school... And crystal And Laura show up too, It Was fun!... We Dance a lot...

Anyways, I Hope I see patrick again sometime soon.. I had fun!!
that was my night!!..

that Is all For Tonight!
Later
Current Mood: good

9th December 2005

6:25pm: I know This Said girls only, but I did it anyways... :P
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Current Mood: bored

5th December 2005

8:14am: weekend is gone.. :(
okay, So I had the best fucking night of my life.. I had so Much Fun, And Met A Cute guy Who made out with me in the middle of the dance floor... His Name Was jamie...
He invited me back to his place, But I told him I Couldn't... I Hope I see him again sometime though.. I don't think he'll even remember me, but oh well...
I also met some very Awesome people! yay!
I Am Not updating much, and I'll write more about this week, But I can't right now...
So That is all..
Current Mood: don't wanna be home

16th November 2005

3:44am: I so thought the concert was this month... which is why I was askign joanna When the concert was, when she said she had an extra ticket....

But it turns out they are in December!!! So I didn't miss it!... this is going to be awesome!!!!(if I go).... I Hope I can!!!!

I'm listneing to DEG while at work.. yay!!.. lol
Current Mood: cheerful

1st November 2005

8:19pm: damnit!
I had a really long post in here, but I lost it! I hate when that happens....Oh well... I'll update some other time...

25th October 2005

7:02am: Xmas list!
MELANIE, What do you Want for Xmas?... I'm asking early on, because If you wanted anything That I could only get online, Then I Want to order it early enough, So It gets here in time....

for my own Xmas List.. There is nothing that I want really...
I've thought about it over and over, and the only thing I Really Want is to See My Friends Who moved away, who I can't see anymore.....
Which Is why on My list, That Brandi And I made, The only thing I had on there was:
A drive up to fredericton
money

The reason money was on there, Was so That I Could either go up to fredericton, and plus, I'm Always worried abotu money... But Oh Well...

Anyways, I Will uopdate again later.. brandi just got home....
That is all!
Current Mood: blank

16th October 2005

5:30pm: party!
well, Last night was fun...
A bunch of people came over..
I was suppose to work.... I had to get brandi to phone in sick for me, Because I was drunk...
It was for melissa's birthday!
She's 19 today!
jody, Brianna, And Melissa all spent the night here.
Melissa is hilarious when she's drunk..
we have a lot of it on tape!
I have to work tonight!
I'm doing laundry right now.
Brandi is gone to Her mom's for supper.
Hmm.. I should make myself something to eat!
I Thought I had more to say.. but I guess Not!....
Current Mood: blah

4th September 2005

4:24am: A new Journal...
My other jorunal wouldn't let me Post anything, and when I used the backdated option, my posts wouldn't come up, So I decided to try making a new journal thinkgy.. hopefully this one doesn't screw up like my last one...

anyways, I have a bit to update on, but I can't now, because I'm at work.. there are calls waiting.. it sucks... lol!...

Hope this works out...
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